This one made me smile.

"I have made six postcards, all with secrets that I was afraid to tell the one person I tell everything to, my boyfriend. This morning I planned to mail them, but instead I left them on the pillow next to his head while he was sleeping. 10 minutes ago he arrived at my office and asked me to marry him. I said yes.”
-Canada

But, I can't relate to. I just think it's really nice and it's one those nice happy endings. Oh, and there was one other I can relate to but I'd rather not post it.

Even from Dubai, I will post the PostSecrets! Nothing can stop me now!

Only the one. Person I lied to wasn't a male, just so you all know.

So, so....

Dubai's quite fun. Wish Dave had come, though.


Hmm...I have a plan. 25th. 3pm. Keep it free. I think we should have some fun... So, someone organise something.


End. Bye. =P

Leave for Dubai today.

My plane leaves in about 3 hours and 50 minutes. We're off to the airport in 10 minutes. I just thought I'd tell you guys. Err...I'm going to miss a week of Bleach! GRR!! Ooo...I might get a PSP in Dubai. I just remembered I wanted one. Yay. Anyway, I'll end this. Keep safe until the 24th (the day I'm back). I'll probably be out in the evening or something. See most of you then, I guess.

The usual update based on PS.

My dad.

I want him to suffer because I cannot take this anymore and I don't deserve to be treated like this. So a big FUCK YOU goes out to my dad, which he'll probably never hear because my mum'd kick me out the house. So anyway, off to be a fucking slave soon. I'll end this now though, you don't want to read me swearing anymore.

Senses Fail - Choke on This

Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets
can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust
Detoxing the cold sweat of shame
and I love your pain

I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf

So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape
The sex has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust,
Detoxing the cold sweat of shame
and I love your pain

I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf

I'm here lying in your bed babe
Remember what you said to me
"You can be my james dean, I'll be your sweet queen"
I said that you were my first, but you weren't even close now
Like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many
Can you grant me one last wish
Play russian roulette as we kiss
I'll be your cheap novelty
Blow your brains out on me

I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns,
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself.
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel,
I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf.


I LOVE it.

'I want one person to say "I love you" to me...and I want them to mean it'

Just thought I'd direct your attention to my new Blog title. It really hit me earlier and as much as the other one did suit me, I like this one more. I think.

O.M.F.G.

I'm going on holiday with Dave to Majorca for a week on the 25th August! I land from Dubai on the 24th August! That means I get like no time for rest and less than 24 hours to wash clothes! Yay at holiday with Dave! Meh, three weeks no Charlie, 2 weeks no Sam, Marriott or Caz - ah well. I'll try and live without you guys because I have Dave! Oh damn, I have to get lots of phone credit. Like £20 or something. Hmmm...I'll ask if I can take my dad's phone so I can phone them every 2 days or something. Heh - no parents for a week...wahoo!

I can't wait. =D

The only one I could relate to.

"The worst way to love someone is to love them and have to watch them love somebody else"

So, what have I been up to lately? Well, not much. Just been hanging with the guys and went to church on Sunday. I'll be away from the 16th August - 24th August. I'll be in Dubai! Yay! A week in a fice-star Hilton flying by British Airways. I can't wait! Caz goes away on Saturday, Marriott comes back on Saturday, Charlie goes away on the 9th and Rachel leaves on the 10th for Soul Survivor. We're all pretty busy which'll make spending time together rare. Bleh.

So today, helped dad out untill 1:30 when we showered, got changed and went to Uxbridge. He bought me a pair of trousers from Next, we set up my Current account with Halifax, met Cyril and I bought a lime green t-shirt. Yay! Cyril came back with us. Didn't stay for long and left about 4:30 but mum came and he walked back. He stayed until around 5. Played BFME, Dave knocked, went to Charlie's, Caz was there, went to a park and messed about. Then went to a chippy, back to Charlie's lodge where we messed about and listened to music on her laptop. Seeing her was cool. Errr...she has a cool neighbour who was listening to 'New American Classic'. Aww...*cry*


That would be all.

Hah...the dark side.

The dark side of the force

Check it out. The guy gave me a laugh. =P