Totally immune to emotion

I just wish that I felt no pain, that I was totally emotionless. I wish I didn't hate people and I wish I was immune to love. I just don't get justice, it's so odd. Bleh, I'm not explaining this to anyone - so don't ask. I just know that right now, I feel so cold but I'm not shivering. Yet, while feeling so cold, I'm sweating like crazy. I sound like a psycho. Heh.