'My philosophical bit'

Anyway so Ians philsophical moment for today....I dont think people are supposed to be alone. No matter how many people are around you everyone feels alone deep down unless they no that somebody cherishes them above all others. Thought about that a bit today while Impige dragged on, they were good don't get me wrong but every god damn song was the same! So yes unless somebody cherishes you above all I don't think anyone will truely be happy. And if your self esteem is as low as me and you honestly believe nobody ever will you become less unhappy and if everyone around you seems to have someone.

That's what Ian said, and that's scary. I felt like that today, especially when Impinge took the stage. I wasn't only spiritually alone though, I was physically alone for most of the night. Most people either pissed off to the back or went downstairs at the front. I'm confused...didn't most of us go to listen to the bands play? Whatever. Screw it. Tonight wasn't that good and I wish I'd left earlier. =/